independece with a suprice for me !!

well on Tuesday night i was celebrating my moms birthday, but then after 11 p.m. i went back to my room and lay down for abt half an hour after which i began writing my last 7 pages of linux hacking . finally after 9 months and 18 days,,,,i have now finished my book.. 312 word pages thats the count and i don't think i can write anymore...

but now i need a title and a publisher.. at three in the night i was thinking abt the titles, i thought lets keep it as NYNO but that would be pritty shit +its not what i initailly wanted .so i'm open to titles. and this time i'm going to see my comments( so hemantika u can comment) ..
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i need editors some real good ones, first i thought lets go to schona she'll edit it + i get a good impression on her but then i thought how would she even understand all this. then i thought lets get it edited by fadia, so i wrote a mail to him, but no reply yet( although it's just the morning).so i'm looking for editors also. someone told me the publishers sometimes find the editors on their own, i have no clue abt this procedure so i was thinking abt contacting aanyas dad, heard he's a writer.but anyways the point is i have finally finished it!!!!
And ya the irony is i finished it on independence day( 2:30 in the morning) pretty cool na...

P.S. : happy independence DAY

kalam leaves

probably the best politician or the best president i've seen in my whole life is mr.kalam. he's one man who deserved to be the president and he is the only one who should be honored as one. after hitler their are very few people whom i have respected and one of them on that list is Dr.kalam. why do i say so? well hear this, this is some thing i just got to know from the news channels, while being the president of India he was once visited by the people of his village. around 10 to 12 of them. mr.kalam during their whole visit did not use the governments money even once. the office of rashtrapti bhawan was asked to maintain the budget, and mr, kalam paid all the spendings from his pocket. he moved out of the presidents house with half the things he had got. Imagine a president doing this. plus, he doesn't even get a house of an ex-president. he stays in the house of an army officer, how disrespectful is that..
not just these things but the ability to speak against what is wrong is what makes me honor him. he sent the office of profit bill back, which was the most offend able bill passed by any party, he declined to sign it, and thats exactly what makes him so deserving. not only this but during his 5 year session, i wrote the president 3 letters in all, and guess what, i got a reply for all. i think he is the best man this country can ever have,,,
and i salute him...

s-slut

well yesterday i had my first mun stay back , it was pretty much shit, not bec'z i was seeing blank faces which weren't a good view to see, but bec'z the powers wested in the hands of the wrong people. well somewhere in my mind i know that my school is pritty shit, everyone arnd me plays politics and although it's not going to help them in the long run but i feel bad abt it. the deserving people don't get the right appointments and the non deserving do. but as i know a lot of people have been viewing my blog lately, i won't be saying much abt it. anyways, lets talk abt the stay back, miss sanjana or rather i may put it as miss. whore is a complete shit, she tries to explain the rules and procedures in 10 min and that also while she's reading everything from a copy which is pretty much shit. the whore even called her so called ex- boyfriend to the judge the people. how dumb??
anyways lets just exclude the whore part over here and talk abt the stay back, in all it was a complete shit,, half of the people had no clue abt the rules and rest half were sleeping. i guess till now the person who has being able to explain the rules in the best possible way is kartik, all the rst have been just jerks..what else?? i guess thats enough for the day , i need to go for tuitions now. and ya organic is one thing which can fuck u'r ass pretty hard. chao chao!!!

the ankstein theory

today a day which will probably be preached by me as a day almost close to death is one in which u get all u'r papers',u claim to do mun( which includes getting weird looks from hemantika and aanya) although u don't do the stupid stay back and u even try to save u'r self from getting run over by a bike....
but amidst all this u form one theory which probably is one situation in my life where everything around me froze, i mean everything ,, as if i had discovered the true meaning of living.,,,,,,so here i present to u my great theory.......
" i had rs.50 in my pocket, which was more than enough for me to take an auto from my tuitions to my house,but today was different, i wanted to take a bus. i was so depressed that i didn't even notice that it was 6 and i would be experiencing a full packed bus where sweat is the only thing u will be able to smell, but i was ignorant today.
i went to the bus stop and then waited waited.. and then came the moment,where i compared everything around me to my life,, i had the money but i thought to take a bus( the hard path which i had choosen), i knew i could have just taken the auto(stanford) but it was too easy, i had to do nothing plus the ride would be great. no pains no sorrows,, but i preferred to take the bus(dcE) i knew i would need patience,probably i would have to wait longer than i had imagined.
And the bus came and right behind it was an empty auto, but today i choose the bus. as it came near the bus stop everyone wanted to get into it, i meant everyone( from VMC regulars, to people who had done everything one there own) .
As i got in i realized the sweat i had thought abt was not smelly, i was hanging on a rod and i knew i had to hold it tight to just stay there( i will have to do hardwork) , but today it felt better than the scooter ride, it was like knowing that i could survive in the hardest situations.
and then came my stop, i got off and realized that it wasn't the journey which was tough but how tough i became in the journey which really mattered....

the best effect ever created

this photo was clicked by my cousin but the effect was added by me...it's got three crows looking in three different directions...
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it's the best picture effect ever created by me ..quite cool na...

Almost mac!!!!

this is the new layout of my p.c.!!!

i forgive

i forgive my parents for not being their when i needed them;;
i forgive my bua for secluding me from the rest of my family;;
i forgive these crazy cousins of mine who don't allow me to study;;
i forgive god because he took away everything i liked;;
i forgive this world for it to introduce a term such as democracy;;
i forgive this world to allow u.s.a to rule;;

but i hope all this forgiveness does not make forgive what i need to achieve....

effects

i just created some cool effects with my pics!!!

this one is with little effects

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here's my resignation..

ta-mun,, i just gave a resignation..thats bbye to ta-mun and gth(go to hell)..

anyways the days have been ending and starting,i've started loosing the sense to differentiate between night and morning. i just gave the shitty ASC test, although i expect a full in physics but never know u might loose them anywhere. but the funny part was i didn't sleep for the aggarwal test to. although the course is huge but probably my inability to sleep at nights anymore is what was the reason.

one really touchy thing happened, as i was driving(ya me driving in the morning with a JAT driver supervising me) i came to this red-light of chirag delhi. i put the car on neutral and then looked on the left side. there were 4 jhopadiya( the one's so small that everything inside it was visible) i looked at the way they were living and as if time froze, i just kept looking at the extreme poverty they were suffering from, the way they lived, everyone say them everyday but no one did anything tio help them, they had no clothes no food, dirty smell of fuel and garbage around them....

and then i said to myself " and i was thinking about leaving this country"

ankit unleashed

after 48 hours of no sleep i finally slept for about 6 hours. but don't worry the fire has not gone of after one nap. but trust me now i know what studying actually means.
the only thing entertaining i find now is dragon ball-z. although they are the same old episodes but probably my probability to predict to what is next, where probability is 1, is what makes is entertaining. anyways one more funny thing is akshay's poem's although i just read 2-3 but man this guy is seriously in love.. but forget it.. i don't have time for all this crap now...

destiny decided

finally, i know the truth,,,

the world says its like being crazy but now it's true..i know it's impossible but i will achieve it..

"two alexander's loose one battle!!!"

sounds amazing doesn't it....
it's the name of the new chapter which is being currently being worked on by me
i just thought of all of this while i was jogging. and yes people will derive everything by just seeing the topic....

"will wallty i promise,,,i don't wanna be old but till highs are not a home,,,
i don;t wanna be old, ,,........
until divine me anything i want.."
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i need a place, where lonely angels sing u asleep,,,,
i need a place,, where i can made my bed,,,
bec'z now the moon is spinning,,,,
the day is beginning...
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someday i'll be someone,, that was me some years ago,,,i'll be someone this year,, that was me an year ago.. and i wish to be some one,,that is me all alone...
the world is how u see it, sometimes u start liking what you should hate and sometimes u start facing what u should avoid..but today i feel as if i am back to what i was years ago..i person who has discovered little abt himself.. a person who is rising above to form his new rules,,mesmerized with thoughts,, uneasy on making decisions,,,but truly unimaginable and truly ANKIT...

the famous nursery pic!!

guys and girls,,ladies and gentleman after years of thinking i have finally scanned it and i present before u,,,,my NURSERY class........................

this is the right side of the picture and ya u can see me, avani and shubhajit all together.....

now this is the left side of the pic and i can see aditya puri,,saurabh,,pritika lal,karan sharma(right their on the top) and ya shorya shankar roy bhawan(thats one name),,the rest who find themselves, plz leave a message in the comment..

look carefully and u'll find a bio student and ya mr.karan sharma's biggest crush.....ie.. suhani bahl and gunjan in the same photo....

this is mr.abhijit..ya i'm not kidding he's dressed up in bengali style..bond lag raha hai..