this is first post after reaching the university and also my first blog after i got my macbook. So first and foremost "WINDOWS SUCKS,MICROSOFT IS COW"S AND BULL"S SHIT ( combined) into nth power of nth, " BILL GATES IS A COPY cat, cheater and ya
STEVE JOB ROCKS!"
well to sum up my lfe today university rock's, university life sucks, and doing assignments without actually copying them from u'r friends assignments sucks big-time, i mean BIG time....
anyways today i'm blogging because i'm sad. i know i need to study maths 115-so called row echlon form of reduction and gauss's elimination theorum for solving matrices and so on... but i'm just sitting on floor and lissing to songs...
( and i guess i just realized, while writting this, that i'm writting this blog because i think i want this to remm. it for the rest of my life,,i don't know why,,probably becuase ambitious people love to paste emotional posters on their wall's,,for god knows what reason, but i think it's true)
i called up d.g. today i know it was six in the morning their time but i gues that is the usual time when the world speaks truth..
so i spent first few minutes makng d.g. realize that it wa me which was not which something which happens quite often.
then came the truth from d.g. which i don't know when but i guess i only remm. those word's. she said that mujhe delhi aur apne friends ki yaad nahi aati, i'm busy doing my assignments and she tell me it happens that u get busy with u'r life when u reach a university. i kind of knew this fact even beofer she actually said but a practical man like me failed to understand the practicallity on these words.
i don't know why i am so ambitious about my life and why i left india and thought that i can achieve things voer here and help the people who i saw everyday at the chirag delhi red light begging and half the population of india which sleeps homeless and without food everyday.
i don't know how i'm ever go'no succced in my mission or whether it is going to happen ever or not. i don't know if all those predictions made by pandits are true or not, or whether i will be a successful man or not,, but i know that i chose this becuase "I" felt that this was the right way which i wanted to follow.
although i knew that i would be hard for me to keep up with shreya once i reach canada and it would be impossible for me to tell her actually what and how i thought about her becuase i knew that it was never go'no happen that way.
but i thought never thought that she would say such things so soon. well, i guess probably that is what and how it happens to a man who is ambitious.
I don't know whether i'm making any sense in this post or whether it would be worth reading again in my life but i just wanted to write this today. becuase this lamp which i am writting this post under is giving me enough light to write and this song from "rock on" is motivating me enough is motivating me enough to do it, probably yes that is the reason or probably not.
well, i just miss jeff and Bruno a lot..
i just want to hold them in my elbows and squeez them and flick of their hair's from my hands...
get well soon jeff,, and ya bruno i want to kiss u one more time.. please wait for me...and forgive me if u can....
and ya i to make sense in the end i will pos the first photo of my macbook,,,
presenting the macbook box: what did u think i would paste a photo of my macbook,,are u crazy!
