mere us hareik pal sei ghabrata,

chala jab mei aage,

kya chahta tha, kya chah kar bhi bhool gaya,

sab soch kar bhi bhed ban kar bhula diya,

fir bhi jab khatam hui kahani,

sirf mei khada tha,

nah woh jin-hone janm diya, na woh jinhone gale lagaya,

nah woh jinhone bhai kaha,

par akele tha mei khada,

sochta,birakhta, darta, simat-ta,

but kehta ki hei khuda meine sab hai diya,

kuch kar warna,mei nahi keh paunga ki mei jiya.

Emotions

The most difficult to conquer, created by our own, 

lived, cherished, sometimes captured by a symphony or a rap,

but always there, always battling or shaping the strongest. 

I learned them all, 

there was anger, there was frustration,

there was want, there was need,

there was love, there was forgiveness 

but here was the irony,

learning them didn't mean you knew 

what they had next for you.

H2O : 2xHeart 1xObsession

And there was rain, it felt better, far better,
the droplets, the feeling of water being all around me,
the feeling of being victorious,
probably this is the reason why I am so strong in water,
this is the reason why water talks to me the way it does,
when I close my eyes in water, I feel more closer to anything than before,
but wait,
I had a heart to, sometimes it hurt, this time it hurt more,
but it won't stop me, nor will it make me blind,
like every other reason I knew,
I will think of one more, to move on towards the end.
The final 50th lap wasn't tough, it was 49th which made me drag.

Someday

I thought for a good one hour, got those heart broken feelings and then the feeling of desperation which was followed by my dreams of power.
But this time they all ended with one simple sentence, you never know what tomorrow holds for you, there is a word known as Hope and there is a feeling that life is too short to mourn about anything.

From now on I will motivate myself by showing my self this:-

The few seconds of you being stunned and zoned out are the best, they make you realize everything which is important in the end, LIFE.

You can either just breathe past it everyday or live like everyday is not just another day. 

Life is not meant to be thought, its meant to be lived

my final yearbook submission, I want to have it as memory for the rest of my life, so I can look back to it. So whenever I forget my theories, this can remind me.

'Life is not meant to be thought, its meant to be lived.'

For these past five years, I think to see what I learned,

No knowledge comes, only life lessons, which weren’t easy to learn,

Which engineered my journey,

A journey, that changed me from a boy to a man.
And now when I look around me all I see is my seven greatest friends,

Each taught me something, which I must comprehend,

One taught me how to never give up being creative,

The other taught me the real meaning of Beatles,

The third, was like a brother in battle, a man who’s sorrows I shared,

But the fourth, was a true brother, a true guru to us all,

And then there was the elderly, who gave us captain orders,

While the smallest guitarist, was to continue our fake legacy,

And then there was this in heaven, which taught me the greatest lesson,

To live life without fear everyday.

the human dream

the dream of a true human,
the mountain with the white wind and the sun beyond the end,
the droplets making their final decent of journey on you,
the thunder showing its mysterious shape and unpredictability,
the river valley far beyond your swim,
the trees waving with their calm drums,
the fatherly ocean showing it's vastness,
the fruit of life contributed by every living creature,
all making the melody of nature,
I only wish this melody is heard in my dream.

Just came to me

they said heaven came with its clear sky and un paralled beauty,
they said there would be no worries once I am done over here,
they said my mind would be free and my soul would live on,
but then I closed my eyes, let the air gush through my body,
put aside my worries and saw the clear beautiful sky above me,
'but what if I was happy right now', what use would heaven serve me then.